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I found an old pocket size note book in my drawer - my travel diary. I have written something when I was on my way to Vancouver few years ago, which I think is interested to read again now…
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"I know I was unhappy, because I was dumped. I think I was useless. Happy things were, there are still a lot of people who cares about me.
(wait a minute, I started not trusting my words)
Bad side - sad side - I thought I have been cheated from the beginning. It is silly to say that but I think I was too good to him and he was too bad to me. Worst thing was, he still pretends as a very nice and kind person.
And I still feel sad when I saw him - if I still feel unhappy, it would be because if my silliness. I wouldn’t have trusted him from the beginning.
The happy side - when I felt most blue, I found that there are still other people who cares and indeed very good to me - and I am still a bit charming (somehow), at least not look so old (as I would very concern about).
(a sip of red wine)
But I think I will not trust "I like you" and "you are beautiful" anymore…"
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(don’t take it too serious.. it was from very long time ago…!!)
Seems like it is too long… let’s stop here and continue later… ^_^;
June 24th, 2005 at 10:38 am
“But I think I will not trust “I like you” and “you are beautiful” anymore…”
Interesting…..what about now? Do you trust these words now?
June 25th, 2005 at 6:11 am
Well, very sad to hear indeed! Being cheated by someone you loved & trusted so much (once!) I thought you were never dumped before, I’d rather think it is the other way round!!! :p
And, though I never trust “You are Beautiful” blah blah..but I still love hearing them! Heheheh….it just makes life funnier…. and what’s wrong of saying nice thing to others as long as it is not used deliberately to get advantages.
June 25th, 2005 at 8:39 am
don’t trust “I like you” but believe in “you are beautiful”! Haha!! Being dumped is not a big problem to me as I would prefer I have had every kinds of experience (and memories) when I get old. As long as it doesn’t hurt. Once I felt very hurt when I was very young, but after that, it was very difficult to recall the “exact feeling”….